All I Do Is Win

fuck finals.this is what i want to do to them. trust lil wayne to be the only one to be able to express exactly how many times i wanna rape everything right now.

im done with one (did pretty well i hope, cross my fingers) and now im on to the next one

but in all seriousness, all this finals stress has made me realize something. this is what i was made to do. stay up till ridiculous times the night, studying a subject that i care about. i love that feeling of things finally making sense. i feel alive right now, i can feel every single cell in my body and everything is telling me that im doing exactly what im supposed to do. this feels right. it may be the massive amounts of caffeine running through me making me crazy, but i don't care. I want to feel like this always. 

Ive been in weird moods the past couple of days. A significant milestone is almost crossed and I know some things will never be the same. Leaving FC makes me want to cry just because I know it's not going to be as magical anymore.That feeling of infinite tenderness, potential, love, friendship, reckless daring. I'm not going to feel like a badass motherfucker as often. I'm not going to be able to fuck the world and LIVELIVELIVE without these people. I love you for what you make me feel FC, i love you, I can't live without it, and seriously, a little bit of me is gone because we aren't together anymore. And even though we'll all see each other and be bffs, it will be because of our efforts not because we were thrown together and collided and reacted like exploding stars. I'll miss Field and I'll miss certain people that I know I won't see as much anymore. Chelsea, I'm talking about you. I don't want to leave the security of being a freshman and being able to make freshman mistakes. Everything was forgivable up till now, and as I get older, the security net gets thinner and thinner. Nothing feels wholesome anymore.

Shit's weird homie. Shit's megaweird. But certain people make it better  

and amazing :)

I love all of you. I never want to lose you. You three complete me. you know why? BECAUSE ALL WE DO IS WIN  MOTHAFUCKAS.

<3 for being retarded

swift.