10 Best Decisions I Made in College

10. Staying On Campus
There were so many moments, when we seriously considered moving off campus. My roommates and I even went to other apartment complexes and thoroughly examined the premises. At the end of the day, we would always decide that staying on campus was best. It was much more expensive, and not as luxurious. I was stuck on a twin-sized bed, sure. But staying on campus allowed me to stay so involved on campus and build closer ties with all my friends. In my years here, I spent many late nights at meetings, followed by hour-long conversations after the meetings, just catching up with friends. Walking around the quads in the middle of the night with friends, just talking under the stars, spontaneously going to the library for a late night study goof-off session, being able to go visit anyone at anytime. I found some of the best conversations and strongest bonds were forged in the latest hours of the night and were possible because I was right here, on campus.

9. Starting A Blog Freshman Year
This blog. Swift mentioned it when we first started it, but this blog was definitely one of our more brilliant ideas. And we've had a lot of brilliant ideas. As a senior who is about to graduate in 9, nay, EIGHT days, I'm so thankful that I have this blog. I think we've all been flipping back in time and reading our posts from Freshman Year. There's so much that happened, so much that slipped our minds, so much that we wouldn't have been able to appreciate, had we not been able to look back at it all these years later. We slacked a bit this past few years, but I've found that it doesn't really matter. Freshman year was one of the most momentous years of college and that fact that it's been frozen in time through this blog is incredible and enough.

8. Taking Lots Of Pictures
I've been known to take pictures obsessively and in retrospect, I'm so thankful that I was always there with a camera even if no one else thought to photograph the moment. I have pictures of so many little things--truffles we baked, that time we made a human chain as someone was being dragged across our apartment, or the way Swift used to give me amazing massages. A photograph speaks a thousand words, and evokes even more emotions. College has been some of the best years of my life, and capturing those moments and the memories that come with them has been one of the best decisions I've made.

7. Living On East Campus
I was so close to living on West Campus my Freshman Year and I am SO glad I chose East. West campus dorms had carpets, elevators, and were slightly bigger, yet there are so many reasons I found East Campus to be a better home. From its urban feel to the fraternities' live music that surrounded me on a summer day, from easy access to my classes to the craziness that came with living across the street from the football field on Game Day, living on East Campus played a significant role in shaping my college experience. But what really made it life changing, and the reason why it's listed as one of the 10 best decisions I made in college, was that living on East Campus forced me to meet new people and fall into a completely new group of friends that would ultimately define college for me. 

6. Settling For Arts And Cultural Committee Member
At the end of my 1st year of college, I was confident that my creativity and artistic talent was exactly what India Club need in an Arts and Cultural Co-Chair. I applied for the position with quite a bit of confidence, knowing there's not too many people better than me when it comes to event decoration. As you can imagine, I was shocked when I didn't get the position and was put instead on a committee. As a committee member, I wasn't even really on the board. It was a rejection that hit me hard, but I resigned myself to accept the position. It became one of the best decisions I made in college. I learned so much as a committee member about arts and decoration that I would have never learned otherwise. I learned that there was so much more to the position than creativity, that there was no way I would have been able to create some of the artistic masterpieces I created that year, if it had been just me in charge. I started off as an idea generator, and transformed into a thinker who could turn those ideas into reality. At the end of my second year, I applied for Arts and Cultural Chair again, and this time, I knew I was ready--this time, I got the position. Through this experience I learned that there's always more to learn and that rejection can be the key to transforming you into the best that you can be.

5. Interning Every Summer
I'm graduating in 8 days and I have a job. I don't just have a job--I have THE job I've been pining over for a year now. I have a job with a company I've been stalking for a year because I wanted that job so badly. I have a job that I never thought I'd be able to get. I owe it all to the fact that at 22, I have a damn impressive resume full of all kinds of internship experiences. I've worked at two startups, one medium sized corporation, and one HUGE, global corporation. My decision to intern every summer is something I'm so proud of because it gave me a break from school, allowed me to get comfortable in the corporate world, and offered me the opportunity to really test the waters and figure out what I didn't want to do. The fact that I earned an allowance for that was, of course, an added bonus. 

4. Not Drinking Until I Turned 21
College is about going crazy and partying hard and having a good time right? I did all those things, but until I turned 21, I did it all without alcohol. There was a part of me that really wanted my Dad to be able to make me my first drink. Dad always thought of himself as a bit of a bartender and I just thought that would be something special I could share with him. There were times in college I questioned myself and wondered why I was waiting, but I was able to remind myself that there really was no need...I would turn 21 eventually and I could wait until then. In retrospect, this was definitely one of the best decisions I've made in college. Senior year has been full of going out and living the 21+ lifestyle and it's been SO much fun, but I really REALLY enjoyed my first three years of college as well. I made different kinds of memories. Instead of spending an evening drinking, I spent an evening playing drunk Jenga completely sober, I spent days singing and dancing and making crazy videos, I spent hours getting dressed up only to do fashion shows in my apartment, and I spent years really getting to know my roommates. Every now then, I hear people say "I'm too sober for this," and I think to myself, I'm so glad I had three years of college that were AMAZING to reassure myself that I am fully capable of enjoying myself without alcohol hindering my system.

3. Taking Digital Marketing
I'm going to look back 50 years from now and be able to pinpoint this as the one class in college that changed my life. It was such an easy class, but man was it thought-provoking. The kinds of questions my teacher asked, the topics that we studied were so fascinating that taking this class convinced me of the field I wanted to go into after graduating. I was Pre-law before taking this class. After taking this class, I had a job at a digital marketing agency, which would eventually lead to my current job. This one class helped me discover that you really can enjoy what you do at work and that you shouldn't quit searching for something that really gets you excited and happy. Digital marketing helped me find my dream job as a (you guessed it!!) digital marketer. I work in Search Engine Marketing and I LOVE it. Definitely one of the BEST decisions I've made.

2. Joining A Panhellenic Sorority
Joining Alpha Phi ranks as the second best decision I've made in college and, as you've probably figured out by now, I've made some awesome decisions in college. I came into college knowing nothing about Greek Life but being curious about it. My friends discouraged me from going through recruitment and so the first year, I decided to sit it out. After spending one year on campus, I spontaneously signed up for recruitment the summer after my Freshman Year. I spent the summer researching sororities and trying to really figure out if this was something I wanted to do, but once I paid the recruitment deposit, it was set in stone. Best. Decision. Ever. (Apart from my number one of course...) Being in a sorority exposed me to a whole new life style and an entirely new culture. I learned to interact with many different kinds of personalities--learned to love them like sisters despite their differences. Through Alpha Phi, I became a leader, as I helped lead over a hundred girls on a daily basis. I learned to make tough decisions and I learned to speak up, even when it meant confronting a dear friend. Through Alpha Phi, I became a part of something so much bigger than this one sorority on campus. It's something I know I'll stay involved with and stay passionate about forever, and as Peter Pan once said, "Forever is an awfully long time." I wouldn't say it, unless I meant it, and if I'm going to stay involved forever, it must be pretty damn special. 

1. Sticking With My Roommates
Liquid, Heat, and Swift. These are my three elements. Without them, there is no college for me. They've been with me from the beginning, and now that it's coming to an end, they're still sitting all around me as I type this. It's warm, fuzzy feelings in my heart, and a slight dampness in my eyes. We've all been in a state of semi-depression for a few weeks now because it's hard to believe our little family is being forced to split up so soon. Despite the sadness that comes with becoming attached though, I feel so happy and blessed that I've stuck with these girls all four years of college--enough to make this the single best decision I've made in college. Living with 3 others girls is no walk in the park. There were moments when we thought we were going to split up, go our own ways. We had our disagreements and drove each other mad. We've pretty much all accepted that we get trash talked about us by the other 3, and we've become very blunt about everything. Confrontation happens regularly, and the dishes are almost always a sensitive topic. But God these girls are my laughter, my escape, my shield, my partners in crime, my future bridesmaids and the future aunts of my children. If there's one thing I did right in college, it's befriending these three.


In the famous words of James Blunt, "There must have been an angel with a smile on her face when she thought up that I should be with you."

##Dirt##

A large gaping hole.

I've been putting this post off for a very long time. It's not because I'm lazy (okay maybe just a little bit) but it's mostly because I don't know how to put how I feel into words. Sorry the writing in this post is so terrible. I always knew I'd be sad, but I never thought I would feel this empty hole that's been forming. I feel sick to my stomach and almost desperate. 

It feels as if someone is trying to pull something out of my hands- but I'm desperately trying to hold on even though a part of me knows I really do have to let it go eventually. 

Good bye was always hard come finals week- but there was always next year. I know I'll be able to keep in touch with the people I love the most, but what about the rest of my friends? 

There's a gaping hole forming in my life right now and I'm trying my hardest to keep it from expanding. 

This post is depressing as fuck, but it's exactly how I feel and there's no use in pretending things are a-okay. 

Things are not okay right now. I'm being torn apart from what I feel is the first real group of friends I've ever had. Shit's getting serious and my stupid brain forgot to remind me that I've gotten older and am not a freshman anymore. 

I don't know if we as human beings somehow console ourselves and settle and make ourselves feel better eventually or if things are just meant to be- but I hope things stay the way they are and I don't have to adjust.  

No, I hope the distance brings us even closer and my friends aren't just my 'college friends' but my best friends that will celebrate with me when I get my first job as a lawyer, get engaged, married, my first house warming, be my kid's godparents and walk with me through life until the day we die. 

I know it's a lot to wish for and a lot to hope for- but I remember coming in freshmen year thinking to myself that it would be nice to have a steady group of friends that loves me for my weirdness for once- and here I am four years later. 

I love you guys. 

-Liquid 

Ten Things I've Learned In College

Even though I still have a semester of college left, it still feels like the end of an era because my roommates are graduating.  Being a fifth year already feels less carefree than the first four years of college (and I'm not even there yet).  Which is why I've decided to beat my roommates (who actually have cause to be writing a post like this) to the punch and publish this now.

      1) Keep in touch with your parents.  I’m not going to tell you how often to call them or how often you should go home, but touch base.  Let them know you’re okay.  Ask how they’re doing.  Your relationship with your parents may become different, and even a little strained, after college, and you may need to put in extra effort.  Make sure you do.  It only gets harder once you enter the working world, and sometimes your parents need you more than you need them.  Make sure you’re there, especially for the people who cleaned your shit when you were potty training and put up with your nonsense in puberty.

      

2) Don’t underestimate the power of decorating your room.  I never put too much emphasis on it because I consider my parents’ house my actual home, so I basically saw my dorm room as an extension of the library with a bed.  As it turns out, that mindset is very depressing, and as soon as I made my room a little homier, I felt so much happier spending time in it and didn’t feel like I had been consigned to a mental asylum.   

3) The best decision is one that can be changed.  I went into college with astounding arrogance, thinking that I knew exactly what I wanted.  During my third year of college, I became a pre-med student.  I never thought I would voluntarily switch into a more difficult track, but all my interests lay in that realm.  Initially I freaked out a lot about becoming pre-med so late in my college career and fulfilling all of my requirements and keeping up with pre-med students who had been at the pinnacle of academic success since their freshman year of college.  But in spite of all of this, after I actually started working towards my goal, took the MCAT and started writing my personal statement, I found to my own surprise that maybe I’m more prepared for this endeavor than I thought I was.

      

4) The line between your friends and your family starts to blur a little bit after the first two years of college.  Sometimes you want to kill them because they don’t put their dishes in the sink.  Sometimes you harangue them to clean the bathroom until finally, they come back from their boyfriend’s place to find you in a cleaning frenzy and twitching like you’re tweaking off of methamphetamine.  Sometimes, when you’re in the shower singing your little heart out, they’ll conspire against you and turn the lights out when you’re in there, causing you to scream like a little girl.  Other times they’ll just walk in on you when you pee.  But they’re also the ones who will drag you out of your room when you’re depressed, give you chocolate and have impromptu sleepovers with you.  They’re the ones who will haul your drunk ass back to your apartment, inspect any guy who’s trying to dance with you, and go on late-night food runs with you because your menstrual cycles have synced up and you’re craving the same thing.  They’re the ones you take over the dance floor with at weddings and the ones you lean on at funerals, and they become such an integral part of your life that I don’t think you can shake them after college, even if you wanted to.
   

5) Everyone changes in college.  It’s okay to clean out your life and get rid of things that don’t fit, even if they were comfortable at one point, whether it’s that top you wore so often that it was starting to get holes in it or a relationship.  If something doesn’t make you happy, go back to what it was like when you were happy, and it will pay off in the long run, even if it hurts at the beginning.  As Outkast so eloquently puts it, “So why oh why are we so in denial when we know we’re not happy here?”

6) Study abroad if you get a chance.  I was so close to not doing it, but I’m so glad I took advantage of the opportunity.  Even if you don’t necessarily get to make friends with a lot of locals in the country you travel to, it still broadens your horizons and makes you appreciate what you have.  I had never traveled to a country where I didn’t speak the language, and it really fostered independence.  One of my most memorable days in Spain was going to the Formula One race by myself and struggling to buy souvenirs and communicating what I wanted to the salespeople.

7) It’s okay to be a Type A personality at times, but there are a lot of times when you just need to pull the stick out of your ass, roll with the punches and go with the flow.  It makes you happier, and if not for your sake, do it for the people you’re hanging out with.  It’s okay if things don’t go the way you expect them to.  So what if every hostel in Paris is booked except the one farthest away from the city, where the German girls turn on the TV and start screaming right when you’re about to go to sleep?  In retrospect, it made for good conversation, and we found so many cool places that most tourists in Paris can’t find.

    

8) Growth can never be achieved if you stick to the familiar.  Do things you wouldn’t normally do.  Take a class you normally wouldn’t get a chance to take (just don’t waste your HOPE hours like I did).  If you’re really interested in a class, audit it.  Get drunk and sneak into the football stadium (although the amount of personal growth this experience provides is dubious).  Join a dance team.  Go Greek.  Go on a date with someone you didn’t expect would be your type.  Apply to work abroad.  Take that research position even though you’re scared shitless and are afraid of fucking up.  Do karaoke.  Go salsa dancing.  Play video games with your friends even if you know you suck.  Don’t ever stop yourself because in your head, you can’t see yourself doing something.  I’ve found that our own potential to surprise ourselves is infinite.

      

9) Even after you get used to going out and drinking and partying with your friends (because of course you won’t be doing that until you’re 21!), never underestimate the power of doing something low-key with your friends that doesn’t involve alcohol.  Sitting in your pajamas devouring pie or playing Never Have I Ever on a 12-hour roadtrip when you’re all stuck in the same car is surprisingly illuminating, and you just can’t help but bond with your friends.

  

10) Don’t live your life for other people.  Even though you’re in college, sometimes it still feels like high school 2.0.  Never let someone else’s idea of popularity define your happiness with your social life.  If you don’t want to drink right away or if you don’t want to smoke, don’t let someone make you feel bad because of it.  If having a large circle of friends is important to you, even if you may not necessarily be very close to all of them, there’s nothing wrong with that either.  If you’re happy with a small group of friends, that’s your call.  It’s okay to say no to people.  If you have a friend who needs help who you just can’t devote time to right now, that’s fine.  Be selfish and help yourself first- you’ll never be able to help anyone else if you can’t even take care of yourself.

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